DRAGGING ME DOWN

[hellopeople]

i wonder if my life
will always be like this
with weed dragging me down
and the world looking like
i can't make it
even though
i have the cushiest life i could imagine.

even the simplest things
seem like such a drag

my drive deflated.
my ego worn out.
my perspective warped by the haze
of green smoke.
low self-esteem
laziness
a pathetic outlook.
help.

[Melly]

Well hey hellopeople. Your lost in a haze? Make the choice, your addiciton doesnt control you (although it feels like it), choose NOT to partake, choose a more balanced outlook, choose happiness in its purest form, as it comes straight and not intoxicated. Its all too easy to resign yourself to using or drinking again. Commit to choosing today as Day 1 of the rest of your life.

[hellopeople]

i used to be a rock star.
anything was possible.