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Adam H commented on hellopeople's group 'weed'
It's too ironic; every time I was on here I was thinking, "Why the hell is there a Group called Weed, that's not cool."! I was assuming it had nothing to do with sobriety. Glad I looked, now I know better and am happy to find others who are recove...
November 2
Adam H joined hellopeople's group
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perhaps it's inconsequential which particular substance is our issue. but in any case, if there are any recovering potheads out there who would like to be connected, here is a group for that.
November 2
chasm commented on hellopeople's group 'weed'
Im in
October 28
chasm joined hellopeople's group
weed
perhaps it's inconsequential which particular substance is our issue. but in any case, if there are any recovering potheads out there who would like to be connected, here is a group for that.
October 28
DebGoinnuts joined hellopeople's group
weed
perhaps it's inconsequential which particular substance is our issue. but in any case, if there are any recovering potheads out there who would like to be connected, here is a group for that.
October 2
Melly commented on hellopeople's blog post 'DRAGGING ME DOWN'
Well hey hellopeople. Your lost in a haze? Make the choice, your addiciton doesnt control you (although it feels like it), choose NOT to partake, choose a more balanced outlook, choose happiness in its purest form, as it comes straight and not int...
July 3
hellopeople commented on hellopeople's blog post 'DRAGGING ME DOWN'
i used to be a rock star. anything was possible.
July 2
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i wonder if my life will always be like this with weed dragging me down and the world looking like i can't make it even though i have the cushiest life i could imagine. even the simplest things seem like such a drag my drive deflated. my ego wor...
July 2

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At 9:34pm on May 2, 2008, hellopeople said…
shit! i erased it accidentally. help me undo!
At 12:55pm on April 28, 2008, Cathy said…
k..tanks a mill
At 12:42pm on April 28, 2008, Cathy said…
Hi, im not sure how to use this..im new..saw u online and wonder if u can help...thanks
At 10:37am on April 5, 2008, Keifer said…
I'been looking for you too! I'm in that other chat a lot of time, just let me know you're online. Leet's connect!
Susie
At 11:12pm on March 6, 2008, Keifer said…
Funny, must have been from that "other" site? hehe
How are you liking this?
- S.K.
At 7:04pm on March 5, 2008, Keifer said…
Hey, how did you know it was me? Great to see you!

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I don't want you to know my hometown yet.
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It's Complicated
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DRAGGING ME DOWN

i wonder if my life
will always be like this
with weed dragging me down
and the world looking like
i can't make it
even though
i have the cushiest life i could imagine.

even the simplest things
seem like such a drag

my drive deflated.
my ego worn out.
my perspective warped by the haze
of green smoke.
low self-esteem
laziness
a pathetic outlook.
help.

Posted on July 2, 2009 at 8:57am — 2 Comments

hellopeople

the benefits of not smoking

joy
interest in my projects
healthy feeling in my chest and body
connectedness to the people i care about
motivation to do a good job in school
liberated from obsessive thinking
waking up wanting to start my day
getting to appreciate/maximize the whole month/year/life
feeling my feelings
being in touch
feeling grounded but not weighed down
filling my time with creative fulfilling activities
motivation to push my exercise routine

Posted on August 27, 2008 at 9:19am —

hellopeople

the costs of smoking

acting like friends with people i don't feel meaningfully connected to
losing the momentum towards doing my work well
needing people who don't have any obligation to me (needing them to get me weed)
spending whole evenings or half-days doing nothing
watching the months speed by without even appreciating this precious time (with littleoleme)
constant preoccupation with getting high
feeling down, tired, groggy, from a few hours after i smoke until the next day at least
losing the traction i have w… Continue

Posted on August 27, 2008 at 9:14am —

hellopeople

whew

and this morning, it is a relief that weed is difficult to procure.

cause i didn't get any yesterday. even though i tried.

and i just want to remember why that's good. and hold on to why that's good. to get clear on why that's good. because it is so difficult to *get that*, to remember that, to get present to those reasons that i have *not* to get stoned, when I *want* to get stoned. it's just hard to know which way's up, you know...

i'm not being very articulate, and its not surprising since… Continue

Posted on August 25, 2008 at 8:15am —

hellopeople

a deeper, quieter internal dialogue

i can't get stoned. i don't wanna get stoned. i wanna keep my life moving forward. i want to keep up this pace. life has been EXCELLENT! fun. FILLED WITH JOY. i wanna be IN MY LIFE. i wanna do life right. i want to hang tight. i want to hold tight to the traction. i don't want to lose the traction. i want to stay in my life. i want to be present with the love of my life. i want to stay connected to her. i want to enjoy her. i want to be open to her. i want to be WITH her.

i want to do good work… Continue

Posted on August 24, 2008 at 2:00pm —

 
 

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