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People that know the struggles in life to stay sober and the way that they understand and not judge you. Nov 15

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Hometown:

Columbus, MT

Relationship Status:

Married

How long clean and sober

Last drink was on Feb 25, 2008, my last relaps on mj was on April 11, 2008, and my last relaps on meth was last summer (don't remember the exact date). So I am at one year two months and two days and counting :D

About Me:

I am new in recovery, and have just completed IOP on June 23, 2008. I do not want the life that I used to lead. I hurt my two children, which now live with their fathers. Also due to my drinking and drug abuse I have severe epilepsy and am disabled. I also face the difficulty of a dual disorder, which is C-PTSD, Mood Disorder NOS, and Anxiety Disorder. I just found out all of these things about myself within the last six months, at least I know why I have felt the way that I have for most of my life. I was also sexually molested around four years old by my older sister, and also raped by a police officer when I was drunk four years ago. It's been a long hard road, but I have finally accepted what has happened, gave it to God to handle as he sees fit, and spent alot of time in counseling. For once in my life I finally feel at peace, and I thank God for that every day.

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All of the support and information that I can get to help keep me sober. I am currently on step 9 still trying to make amends to all of the people that I have hurt with my selfish lifestyle. Also, friends that do not judge me, and can understand the hardships that I face every day. But I am making it one day at a time.

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At 9:45pm on November 14, 2009, SocraticGadfly said…: Oh, not that I'd like to "know" anything. Just that, if you need to talk more about these specific issues, please, just know that you have someone to talk to.

Steve

At 2:30pm on November 14, 2009, SocraticGadfly said…: Erin, as a fellow person with C-PTSD issues, I know what you mean. Please talk to us more.

At 3:28pm on September 27, 2009, fran said…: all those big lies certainly sounded too familiar to me! ive heard any number of them over the last few years. i was hoping for a bit things were settling down and i was ready to just accept and not rock the boat, you know? but what usually happens when you get too complacent? thats right, it started again.

At 4:28pm on September 7, 2009, Jim said…: how u doing not heard from you in a long while?
Im guilty of not checking in for long periods as well. hope all is ok

At 12:15pm on February 20, 2009, Michelle a/k/a flitter said…: Erin, wtf u been???????? I'm worried 'bout you....;miss our chats.......
i'm at my x's right now, fightin off them booze enemies sittin on my shoulder.......
Been pretty sick with pneumonia shit, missing my kids as am back permanately with my bf, so not seeing my kids as much as i want to..............

At 7:24pm on January 26, 2009, Michelle a/k/a flitter said…: HELP!!!!! i hafta find ur #===losing it here,

At 7:25am on January 14, 2009, Michelle a/k/a flitter said…: hey erin, whattup with u?? Me, just watching it snow, again, trying to find something or someone to do anything with.
Horrible snow/blizzard things goin on here, today supposed to get another foot of snow, and below zero. We are close to chicago, right at the tip of lake michigan, if you watchin things on the news/weather.
Situation still the same, still stay at my x's and kids, sometimes with boyfriend. He got me a promise ring for xmas!!!!!
My unemployment finally went thru today, gawd......
it's like taken forever!
What new with you???????????'
HUGS