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HELP WITH MUSIC ON MY PAGE! PLLEASE!!
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HELP WITH MUSIC ON MY PAGE! PLLEASE!!
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Started this discussion. Last reply by Dave Roesch Dec. 28, 2008.
Feeling on the outside
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I looked into "Florida Detox" as Rebecca suggested, and it looks like pretty impressive stuff.
It's been a while since your post. I hope that things are better for you.
Look into "Florida Detox or the Amens Clinics...They both have websites....They handle addiction in a very
professional, educated, medical and enlightened approach!!
Look into "Florida Detox"....it has a website...My son was hooked on Oxycodin....He went thru their rapid
detox program...Pretty amazing. He is doing much better now and has no craving or withdrawal symptoms.
I would go into detail but the website...
Hey, hope you are feeling better. Attending my first LR meeting tomorrow night. I was sober for a long time before spiraling into a 4 year relapse (AA did not help prevent this and I sometimes think they helped me get into the black hole that caus...
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- At 10:16pm on February 2, 2009,
Fred said…
- How's it going Cristofer? Hope to meet you soon. If not at a LR meeting then maybe we can say hello at another place. Hope to speak to you soon. FP
- At 9:34am on December 28, 2008,
mo said… - Hi Cristofer!
So glad you found me! Hope you are doing well. I am glad to be your friend and perhaps I will meet you at a meeting soon. Take care and keep up the good work! Mo
- At 2:44pm on December 19, 2008,
mike one said… - Cristofer,
I was on methadone for twelve years and addicted to xanax for many of those, so I have a small idea of at least that part of what you're going through, though the chronic pain part is something I haven't had to deal with. I hope you can find a way to work out relieving your pain and still have the life you want. Do you ever go in the chatroom? Hope to see you there if you do.
- At 10:03pm on December 18, 2008,
wednesday said… - How was your day? mine was pretty good. i had a therapist appt. today, and it went well. tc, apryl
- At 4:35pm on December 18, 2008,
Willow said… - Hi there, I think we talked in chat last night. You were getting ready for your first f2f meeting? How did it go? I hope you found what you were looking for. I wish I had lifering meetings here.
Sounds like you have a great therapist. I got lucky with mine, too.
Good luck, talk later...Silvia
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- Single
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- About Me:
- I am an artist of the performance variety (solo shows, music , singin, guitar). I have been living with AIDS for 18 years or so now.I was diagnosed a month after my 22nd birthday. I am addicted to methadone ,which was given to me for pain ( i diddn;t know that it was used for this) After a severe addiction to oxycontin and xanax. For a while it worked, but then I started abusing my methadone to get high, and Klonopin ( my anxiety drug) I have a condition like Fybromialgia (my whole damned body hurts) So , it's tricky. I am going to need to be on something for pain. BUT I don't want the damned pills controlling my life anymore. SO, we are going to slowly back me off Methadone, down to nothing and see where my pain levels really are. Then decide what to do. SO, i will always have my little demon around in some , probably,opiate form. It's pretty twisted. NA ain't gonna work, and going to them reminded me of growing up Catholic while being gay! LOL SO, my fab therapist found you guys and here I am! Ya poor suckers!
- Looking for?
- Support, new friends (esp ones in denver, co with whom I may develop i person friendships) Friends from anywhere else as well. ANd, well, to be truthful, I would like to find the right man for me. BUT that don't seem to happen so easily! lol gotta mention it tho.
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DIary of a Pill Popping Housefag Entry 4
Diary of a Pill Popping Housefag Entry 4
WINTER
Well, we are, rather late in the season, getting our first full week of winter. I HATE WINTER!!!!! I can deal with moderate cold, but 30 or below, esp in the daytime, i despise. It makes me hurt alot more. Which, right now, brings about doubt as to if I can do this kicking of the pills. My pain is real. I know I ca be on a lower dose and deal, BUT is winter the right time to do it? OR, is it just an excuse to put things off longer? I dunno. Just… Continue
WINTER
Well, we are, rather late in the season, getting our first full week of winter. I HATE WINTER!!!!! I can deal with moderate cold, but 30 or below, esp in the daytime, i despise. It makes me hurt alot more. Which, right now, brings about doubt as to if I can do this kicking of the pills. My pain is real. I know I ca be on a lower dose and deal, BUT is winter the right time to do it? OR, is it just an excuse to put things off longer? I dunno. Just… Continue
Posted on December 17, 2008 at 8:23am —
Diary of Pill Popping Housefag Entry 3
ESCAPING PRISON
As I've comfirmed over the last week, multitudinous chages have been occuring within me. I had the "Big Breakthrough" this last weekend of rediscovering, and having faith in the fact, that I am a born fighter. Perhaps this is why I draw so many extremely dificult situations to press through .( I beleive that spiritually we grow through these situations and advance in our human and spiritual forms) SO. now I am due to have anothe loooong period of solid growth and success, craze… Continue
As I've comfirmed over the last week, multitudinous chages have been occuring within me. I had the "Big Breakthrough" this last weekend of rediscovering, and having faith in the fact, that I am a born fighter. Perhaps this is why I draw so many extremely dificult situations to press through .( I beleive that spiritually we grow through these situations and advance in our human and spiritual forms) SO. now I am due to have anothe loooong period of solid growth and success, craze… Continue
Posted on December 17, 2008 at 8:22am —
Diary of a Pill Popping Housefag Entry 1
Now life.
I....am an addict. i think i've talked about it some here. My main addiction is with prescription pain killers/ No, I've never bought them on the street. I get plenty for my pain. Therein is the conundrum I have a pain syndrome common in long term AIDS survivors that is similar to Fibromyalgia (an all over muscular aching going anywhere from 3- 40on the 1-10 pain scale! lol) I was first given oxycontin,and I became ( I should say horribly but i loved that drug) wonderfully addicted ,a… Continue
I....am an addict. i think i've talked about it some here. My main addiction is with prescription pain killers/ No, I've never bought them on the street. I get plenty for my pain. Therein is the conundrum I have a pain syndrome common in long term AIDS survivors that is similar to Fibromyalgia (an all over muscular aching going anywhere from 3- 40on the 1-10 pain scale! lol) I was first given oxycontin,and I became ( I should say horribly but i loved that drug) wonderfully addicted ,a… Continue
Posted on December 10, 2008 at 12:00am —
DIary of a Pill Popping Housefag Entry 2
Now as I sit and write, in the wee hours of the morn. (Can't sleep) I continue on with my blog of yesterday.
Now my Mom and I live seperately, and get on very well again. However, the addict in me still takes her pills from time to time. If they re left out. She locks them up. But it is absolutely amazing how my addictive mind will figure out where the box AND the key are. And i continue to misstake my Methadone, and Klonopin. After a year or so with the BEST therapist I have ever had in my lif… Continue
Now my Mom and I live seperately, and get on very well again. However, the addict in me still takes her pills from time to time. If they re left out. She locks them up. But it is absolutely amazing how my addictive mind will figure out where the box AND the key are. And i continue to misstake my Methadone, and Klonopin. After a year or so with the BEST therapist I have ever had in my lif… Continue
Posted on December 10, 2008 at 12:00am — 1 Comment
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