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I am getting very nervous and concerned. I have 7 months clean and sober and on the 5th of feburary i will be getting my tonsils and possilbly anoids out. I have a blood disorder in which i can bleed out very easily and so they cant chance me getting sick, so they are placing me on pain meds for the first week or 2. Im scared and i would rather have pain then to become and active addict ever again. I dont know what to do, they wont let me go home unless i take the pain meds. Any advice?

lost
Where am I?
What am I doing?
It's so dark and scary.

Who am I?
Who are you?
Your here but I don't see you.

Do I know you?
Do you know me?
I wish I knew but I don't.

Is everything alright?
Where is everyone?
I can hear voices, but i dont see anyone.

Did I do something wrong?
Did someone else do something wrong?
Im lost, Im scared, Im lonely.

Please?
Im scared, lost, and lonely.

Ple… Continue

To Let Go does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.
To Let Go is not to cut myself off.
It's the realization that I can't control another.
To Let Go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To Let Go is not to try to change or blame another.
It's to make that most of myself.
To Let Go is not to care for, but to care abo… Continue