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I know addiction is addiction, and comes in many waya. However, my addiction is with prescription pain killers that i do need on some level. I have ben liveing with AIDS for 28 years and now have a chronic pain problem similar to fybromyalgia (I hurt everywhere) BUT I also LOOOOVE opiates. I finally started getting weekly scrips so I dont have so many pills to play with. But even now, the addicti…